i have a TIME!!!

ok y'all, my day is finally here!! (LOLS!) i go in to ecm tomorrow at 7:45am for my exploratory laparoscopy, hysteroscopy and d&c (fun fun!!) with dr. woodford. my girlfriend katie will be there with me and will be caring for me after i come home. she also will be phoning renee (reneea aka i_ride_my_harley) and anna (magdalena aka anna g.) to let them know that i'm ok and what the results were. renee will post here on the main board and anna will post on the ds board for those who are concerned. idk what time i'll actually be taken back for surgery (there's no telling, lols!) but hopefully it won't be very long after i get there. (i'm very impatient. especially if i'm in pain.) wish me luck guys! the pain has been so bad all day today that my eyes have been watering and my nose has been running and i've felt nauseated and lightheaded. and then when the pain would subside for a bit i would have these nagging fears creeping in and making me think that it's all in my head and that i'm really not in pain after all and that he's going to open me up tomorrow and not find ANYTHING and just label me a drug seeker. (like he hasn't already... great. just great.) and then i also have the fear that i'm going to go in and have the surgery and he won't give me anything for pain afterwards because of what he said to me on the phone the other day about what he already wrote for me should've been enough to get me through, blah, blah, blah. so there you have it. that's all i know for now.