so idk what to think right now...

saturday i got a couple of texts from katie saying not to text her on the phone she had been using (that she got from the people she's been staying with ~ the people who ruined our relationship in the first goddamn place!) i didn't know what was going on so later in the day i CALLED her phone because i thought she meant i was running up her texts or something and to call instead. well no. turns out she gave the phone back to them. apparently they told her that she owed them $200 for the phone and when she called t-mobile to check on it they told her that the bill was only for $100. so basically, these people were trying to sucker her out of an extra hundred dollars (after they've been milking her dry for the last two months and my utilities and phone are due to be shut off because of her not paying her half of the past due balance because she's been giving all her money to THEM!!)

so then sunday katie boarded a plane to go visit her family in new mexico for a week. then sunday afternoon i got a phone call from the bitch that she's been staying with. since i had katie's number on my five faves it showed up saying "katie" so i answered it just out of habit. then that bitch goes "is this chelsey?" (one of katie's friends in new mexico.) i said no and then she goes "well is this katie's mom or sister or somebody?" and i said no and for her to not call this number again and hung up on her!

well then yesterday (monday) i started getting texts from her that went like this (and keep in mind, she's a dumbass hick and can't spell for shit and doesn't know correct grammar or punctuation):

her: "Who is this"

me: "i already told you yesterday to not use this number. if you contact me again i WILL press harassment charges!"

her: "What has katy told u im thinking she tokd u a lie like she told on amanda"

me: "wtf are you talking about?? WHAT lie?? spell it out in plain english."

her: "Is this amanda if so we need to talk"

me: "wtf is your problem? i'm working... a concept you OBVIOUSLY know NOTHING about! i don't have time for this bs. just say whatever you have to say and leave me be"

her: "Well when u get the time u need to know what katy told us i know its not true now its to much to talk about on here while u r working call me when u get off today gm sorry i borthered u at work im at work to"

me: "i won't be calling you. if you have something to say to me then say it. if it's too much to text then just call and leave me a voicemail."

her: "Ok when i get off after 2"

her text after 2pm: "Amanda dont be mad at me ive done nothing katy called me and ask if she could come stay with us cause you told her to leave and said she didnt have any where to go then she got to saying that you hit her (witch i told john i didnt belive that) then when u had to go to med plus she said u was going for the drugs and said she was going to call DHR i ask her why she said u was a drugie amd all u wonted was pills i told her not to then the day ur daughter was over here i ask why u didnt come she said u was on pills and couldnt take care of kinesey amanda what ever or if she said that i said any thing about u i didnt she left your rings here u can come by and get them please dont be mad at me i thought u should know"

so at first i sent katie an email through myspace and told her that kathy (the bitch she was staying with) was calling and texting me and trying to start shit and for her to call her and find out wtf's going on before i go off on her forreals. then after that last text i sent katie another myspace email asking her to call me so i could tell her what kathy had said. well she called me last night and i read the text off to her and she kept interrupting me with shock and indignation and saying that she NEVER said those things and blah, blah, blah and then she started yelling at me for even telling her about it! WTF???

and then starts going off and saying that kathy's been calling everybody and their momma (including her OWN momma!) and that she doesn't know how she got all those numbers because she deleted everything out of that phone. well the thing is, they own that phone and all they have to do is go up to t-mobile and ask for a detailed billing statement and viola! they automatically have every number she's ever dialed and every number that's ever called her! der...

ok so let me address the issues in that last text right now. first off, i never told katie to leave. she threatened to leave and i told her to be very sure that that's what she wanted because IF she left, she couldn't come back.

secondly, i have never hit anybody in my entire life! in fact, i've never even spanked my child except to spat the backs of her legs or her hands if she's running into the street or reaching for something sharp or dangerous (when she was way smaller.) and not only that but katie outweighs me by a good 150 pounds! wtf good would it do for ME to hit HER????

the pill situation we've already addressed and it isn't even an issue anymore. i'm seeing a neurologist practically every week and just had an mra and mri w-w/o contrast last week and go for a follow-up to that this thursday. i have legitimate migraines that require medication. period. end of story. yes... it got out of hand at first but i have control over the situation right now and not only that but i would NEVER EVER IN A HUNDRED MILLION YEARS put my CHILD in physical danger! seriously, i have put kensie on such a pedestal that there's no way in hell anybody could ever even imagine me doing anything that would cause her harm. (in fact, SHE is the sole reason i have ever sought out help in my adult life! if not for her i'd probably be lying dead in some gutter somewhere by now!)

and the only reason kensie went over there was because katie asked if she could spend some time with her! and the reason *I* didn't go is because i can't fucking stand them!!! i mean yeah, our relationship wasn't perfect but we were comfortable and we were working on things... until they started poking their noses around in OUR BUSINESS!!!

things wouldn't have happened the way they did with the move if not for them and THAT is where our relationship fell apart! the full burden of the move was placed squarely on my shoulders because she was hanging out with THEM instead of coming home from work and helping me pack and that's just not fair!

so anywho... that's what i'm dealing with right now. hooray. another thing to stress me out...

and now idk if katie's coming back or not AND if she DOES come back... where's she going to stay??? because obviously she can't stay with THEM anymore! so does that mean that she has to move back in with me again?? and if she DOESN'T come back... what about her stuff??? and what about her portion of our past due bills? what about my utilities? and my phone? and my brakes and rotors and tires? and what about my car insurance? and bitty? because she promised that she would pay for bitty's care (shots, heart worm medicine, grooming, food, etc) if i'd keep him with me and PHYSICALLY take care of him because he loves me but i can't afford to take care of an animal right now.

i told her over and over before she left to just be really careful because when i lived in atlanta i was staying with some people and was paying them rent but THEY weren't paying rent so we got evicted. (they were basically just pocketing my money.) and then, after i'd lost a lot of my stuff from the eviction we moved into a trailer. about a month after we moved in i had to come back home for a few days to have a wisdom tooth removed and i told them before i left too and that i'd be back in just a couple of days. well, when i came back all of my stuff (boxes of clothes, tv, vcr, etc) were sitting outside on the porch getting rained on. i told her that i had a bad feeling that something like that was going to happen to her with these people because they just seemed like that "type". she kept reassuring me that nothing like that would happen to HER and i was stupid for worrying. well... who's stupid now huh?