Thursday, October 30, 2008

as of today

i am quitting taking all of my medication. my carafate, my prevacid, my elavil, my depakote... everything. cold turkey. and i really don't give a shit what happens. i'm done. i can't handle this any more. if i hurt, i hurt. if i get another perforated ulcer then i just get another perforated ulcer. i don't care. i'm just sick to death of dealing with doctors not believing me and trying to medicate the problems that i'm NOT having. so you know what? fuck it. and *IF* i have a perforated ulcer then you can just print out this blog and give it to the surgeon who fixes me. and *IF* i have a seizure you can print out this blog and give it to my neurologist. i just can't take this shit any more.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Understood. I stopped taking all my medications except for my Relpax and vitamins. I keep reading that one of the negatives of all the medications for migraine treatment is that they may eventually CAUSE migraine by overstimulating or possible suppressing the normal responses of the brain and getting the brain so agitated and use to drugs that they stop working or it takes shitloads of drugs to get relief.

You do what you have to do.