**sigh** i just can't deal with this right now

so basically, my puppies are dying. all of them. well, all except for bitty. (thank god not bitty!!!) this is stressing me out so much and i honestly just can't handle it.

and my tooth is broken. and it's gonna cost $150 to fix it but there's no guarantee that this "fix" is going to even get me out of the parking lot. the insurance won't pay a penny on it because i just had this damn tooth filled last year! and if i don't fix it? it'll get worse. and worse. and worse. great.

and me and katie are fighting. again. or should i say "still."? idk... i'm just so sick of all of this.

i'm so stressed out that my pouch isn't tolerating food very well right now. heck, even liquids are making me nauseated right now. so i guess i'm just going to drink my protein shakes and my fiber concoctions for awhile now and hope for the best! (and hopefully i don't lose any more weight by doing this... or maybe i will. maybe i'll just be karen carpenter. fuck it. it doesn't matter.)