when it rains it friggin' pours...

oh jeez, now what? could anything else possibly go wrong in my life right now? please??? come on higher power, whoever you may be... BRING IT ON!!!! i am positively sick to death of "this" and "that" and "the other thing" going wrong ALL AT ONCE!! i mean heck, if you're gonna peck away at me WHY NOT JUST KILL ME NOW??? go on, strike me with lightening or attack me with locusts or WHATEVER. just DO IT fer cryin' out loud and quit fartin' around already!!

**sigh** ok so that was probably a tad bit melodramatic, eh? sorry. i'm just in a "throw your hands in the air and give up" mode right now. it seems like no matter how well i handle the "little" things there are always MORE "little" things waiting to pop up and become BIG things. remember my thread yesterday about my sweet chelsey baby-girl? well, i'm not entirely positive that it's over. my other two little girls are acting really mopey now too. they aren't eating, they aren't playing and they just basically look really sad right now. here's pics of them when it snowed in march. aren't they so pretty? my sweet baby girls...





thankfully bitty's still playful and still eating. idk what i'd do if we lost him too. he's my walking buddy! my itty bitty baby boy!! omgs, i don't think i could stand to see him suffering like that! here's a pic of bitty with my poor chelsey-girl in the background:



and then? i got to work this morning and i have obviously been grinding my teeth in my sleep again because i have a big chip missing out of one of my front teeth effing sucks yo! i just had nearly $1,000 in dental work done last year (mostly just fillings, lols. my teeth have ALWAYS been bad.) and now this?? not only that, it's one of the teeth that they worked on last year. and guess what? the FILLINGS are still in place but the TOOTH is just crumbling away!!!






and what else happened this morning? oh! of COURSE! me and katie got into an argument. again. because she was acting like a child. again. **sigh** idk how much more i can take. does anybody have any xanax they don't want? 'cause i sure could use a BOTTLE right about now!!!